Impulse
By: C.J. Lake
Genre: New Adult Romance
Date of Publication: 10/5/16
Number of pages: 360
Word Count: 86K
**Standalone
novel, NO cliffhanger. Contains explicit/steamy content intended for mature
readers.**
I couldn't believe my luck, seeing Cady
Killoren at the bar and finding out she no longer had a boyfriend. Then ending
up at her place later that night... She had her guard up, but there was no
denying what was happening between us. I wasn't sure how to play this, I hadn't
exactly been honest with her. I only knew I wanted more of her...and then
things got complicated.
It was one impulsive night--totally
unlike me! I can't even blame it on the drinks. That night with Mick was pure
chemistry. I never would've guessed that the next time we met it would be in a
crowded restaurant, being introduced by my dad! And I would find out that
everything I thought I knew about Mick was a lie. There are a lot of reasons
why I need to resist Mick Croft... Easier said than done.
“So where does that
leave us?”
“Wh—us?” she repeated
stupidly.
“You and me,” he said
softly and inched even closer—which only reminded her how good he smelled.
“N-nowhere,” she managed
to eke out. Remember your resolve, she told herself. Distance, not flirtation.
“C'mon, Cady,” Mick
murmured, “that's it?” For a moment, she just looked up at him. “Don’t we
deserve another night?” The husky strum of Mick’s voice nearly sent shivers
through her. “We could even make it ‘no strings’ since that’s what you’re
into?” he suggested playfully.
Please, that was so not
what she was into; in fact, she’d tried it just once—with Mick—and look at
her. Still wanting him, still thinking
about him.
“No,” she said finally.
“No to no strings?” he
questioned.
Inhaling sharply, Cady
replied, “No to all of it.” Though his face was inscrutable, she sensed that
Mick was as unconvinced as she felt, so she doubled-down. “We can't hook up
again.”
“Why not?” he asked
simply, still not moving away. “We barely got started the first time.” Her eyes
widened for a second. Barely got started? God...
She fought a sudden
carnal reaction that sent her pulse leaping and made her cheeks flush. For an
insane, overheated second, she imagined what else they could have done that
night—
Abruptly, she caught
herself. What am I doing??
Was she that weak? That
hot for this guy? Where was her resolve?
To regain a sense of
control, Cady straightened her posture (always a pretty good precursor to
prissiness). “Mick, we’re forgetting
that night, remember?”
He slanted her a look.
“We are? When did I agree to that?”
“You have no choice,”
Cady replied crisply. “I’m still annoyed with you.”
With a roll of his eyes
at that, Mick said, “Jesus, how long are you going to be mad about a couple of
white lies?”
Obviously he was
determined to brush off his insincerity at Donovan Shay's. Their very first
meeting had started with a pointless lie and apparently Mick didn't see a
problem with that. “A lie is a lie—no matter how you color-code it.” Before he
could say or do something to change her mind, Cady pressed on, “Besides, can
you really blame me for being turned off? Considering that you...”
“What?”
“...got me into bed
under false pretenses,” she managed.
Then Mick had the nerve
to laugh. “Got you into bed? C'mon, you
must be kidding. Cady—we barely did
anything!” His voice was gruff as he leaned his face a fraction closer to hers,
adding, “And if you want to be accurate here, it was more like you got me into
bed.” When she didn't immediately
protest, Mick continued, almost glibly, “What could I do? You were pressing up close to me with those
big blue eyes…that mouth…waiting for me to kiss you, practically challenging me
to kiss you…”
“I was not,” Cady
protested weakly, her voice soft and almost cracking.
Somehow their faces had
drawn closer, and Mick's mouth was only a few inches from hers. She could
almost feel his breath on her lips. “You were,” he murmured thickly, his deep
voice making her burn. She felt heat spreading
through her body, as perspiration broke on the back of her neck. It suddenly
felt like it was 110 degrees in that kitchen.
She was way too close to kissing him all over again.
And she panicked. “Oh,
my God, you're doing it again right now!” Cady whispered, hoping no onlookers
had noticed how much Mick was affecting her.
A little flustered, she took an abrupt step back--then one more, just to
break the spell.
Straightening up, Mick
sighed. “All right, forget it. Like I said earlier: let's not argue. Obviously
you just want to stay mad at me.”
“And obviously you're
impossible to reason with.”
“And you're frustrating
as hell.”
“I’ll come back.”
They both looked and saw
Torie. “No, stay,” Cady insisted, feeling like she needed her friend there
before she made an even bigger fool of herself. Obviously Cady didn't have to
be a Psych major to realize that most of her fury with Mick at the moment was
driven by suppressed desire. Sure, if life were simple, things might be
different and Cady could do what she truly wanted—which was basically a repeat
of everything they'd done last weekend, and then a bunch of other stuff that,
according to Mick, they'd left out.
“Yeah, stay,” Mick
agreed. “I was just going.”
Torie acknowledged Mick
with a quick, friendly smile. “Hey—I remember you.”
Mick nodded. “Donovan
Shay's, right?”
“Yep. So, how's the
private security business?” she asked sarcastically.
At least Mick had the
good shame to cast his eyes downward for a moment, as if to say he had no
defense. Finally, a shred of humility!
Smiling sweetly, Torie
added, “By the way, tell your friend, Quinn, that he's full of shit.”
With an effacing
half-grin, Mick replied, “Believe me, he knows that.”
Turning her attention
back to Cady, Torie said, “Well, I didn't mean to interrupt, but I was only
coming over to warn you.”
Reflexively, Cady's
forehead pinched with concern. “Warn me about what?”
“About the freakishly
small world we live in,” Torie said, forcing a smile—which only worried Cady
more. “Um, okay...Wes is here.”
C.J. Lake is a storyteller who is
passionate about art, surfing, and skiing/snowboarding. She is the author of
Constructing Us, A Hot Winter, Sky High, and Impulse. Residing near the coast of Massachusetts,
C.J. is currently working on a new book.
Readers can get in touch via email writercjlake@gmail.com
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